Haix Back agn

Wat I Promise Dear I tried my best not 2 break it. But sad i broke e promise. Ok My fault.






Haix. Lots of tins happen tis wk. All are sad tins. Dear do you noe how important you are 2 me ?
I shed tears for ppl tat are worth it. Do u noe how mani times tat i shed my tears for u? I try 2 be a better person when i be wit u. I tried my best 2 control my anger.For example, i waited for u last Sat at Mrt Station for u & ur cosuin & sis for almos an Hour but i din even complain abt it. Cox for you i jus let e matter rest., Slp early (except i got work 2 rush), study hard eg( Chi test i scored 58/80 ) higher den usually i scored. I even ask frienz 2 wake me up during lesson if i fall aslp.



OK aft reading wat is written in Dear blog. I felt veri unfair abt it so i had 2 comment abt. yes i did skip my meals but not always. Frm e day i get 2 noe her i onli skip meals for 2 times. Ya i agree tat i show her temper, but not always showing it out u noe tat. I agree tat i break e promises tat i promise. But firstly do u keep urs?

I made e warm drink cox im dere 2 apologise for showing temper on u on tues & pass ya wat u had told me 2 print out for u cox i din forget abt wat u ask me 2 print last wk. On Tues aftnn i dun wan u 2 wait for me is because im havin tuition till 4.15 & i dun wan u 2 wait dere for me for so long & it's abt 2 rain. When i said i go find u & u dun wan me 2 go so i went 2 my frien hse. Tats y i show my temper cox u lik not happy when i reply u tat im going 2 find u.

I made e drink cox i wan u 2 feel warmer rather den being cold. Saying sorry is e basic courtesy so i said it. But when she gave e drink away is lik tearing out a piece of flesh out frm me. Do u noe how much it hurts? I even cried on da way 2 Mrt when i heard tat u gave e drink 2 ur sis.

Yes i did promise tat when im injured i dun play. But i onli broke tat promise 2 times. E 3rd time i had already recover but u jus dun believe me.


BUT AFT ALL IM NOT A GOOD STEAD I DUN KEEP PROMISE. BUT E FIRST PROMISE TAT I PROMISE YOU IS ALWAYS TRUE.


I tired 2 change but it nds time.

Even if i hav 2 go find her everyday aft sch i also dun mind even till 12am. But will she mind if im da 1 asking her 2 come find me everday aft sch? Im even called names by my Frien when i Ps dem. But i totally ignore dem is cox of you i forgive dem.


Haix no point of saying all this now. let history be e past & present be now. Gud nitez. Mayb im just not ur dream boy aftall.

i want to be loved and pampered like a prince ;
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